Finding Me

Finding Me!

I look up to the sky and see
Beyond the stars a universe there for you and me
All the while the light of the moon shinning down on me
Feeling a pull and a desire to be free

To discover they facts behind what makes me ..... well me
Not an easy task for me as you can probably see
But I'm one step nearer to where I want to be
Not contented with me finding me

Spirit have decided there is more yet for me to see
Showing me visionary symbols what meanings can there be
Why choose me when I long to be free
They have their reasons I guess for now I just cant see

Now searching through books and the net to see
If i can make sense of what they are showing me
It must be something of importance for me to also share with thee
If i miss something then its shown to me again till I see

In my mind I still yearn to be free
But without spirit at a loss I will be
They have shown me, guided me to what makes me ..me
I know now that working with spirit is helping me find me.

Jennifer Don (c)

M.E.D.I.U.M.Y.S.T.I.C.S

Mediumystics one site of so many
Enjoy your time with all of us
Developing skills in all areas
Interesting topics of discussion
United through similar interests
Merry meet and blessed be all new and old alike
You can attend any of our classes
Steady paced learning till your hearts content
Train your self in the art of meditation and trust
Interested in teaching why not have a go
Come and join us when your ready
See for yourself what MM is truly devoted to.

Jennifer Don (c)

Rainbow Of Life

I have no idea where this one came from, I started writing and then got the title and then carried on writing lol. But for me it says a lot , thoughts feelings everything really.

Rainbow Of Life

When your feeling down, with a face full of frown
Where do you look when in need of some cheer,
Do you look up and down or even to a clown
One place where it wont come from a glass full of beer


Do you look to a book or sit down by the brook
Do you gaze to the sky and see
Just over the clouds and to your left take a look
Can you see the Rainbow of life for you and me

The healing colours to uplift your heart
The red of life and intuition so go with your fashion
The red of courage , please let this injustice part
Stick with the joy and keep that burning passion

The yellow of summer so inspiring and warm
A friendship for life so full of grace
A new beginning of wonder be born
Enjoying the change of open thought in space

Tender pink of our confidence be
Believe in your happiness and grateful admiration
Share your love outwards to you and me
Release those negative thoughts and tension

The green green grass of home so sweet of tender life
Healing at its best and Nature humming all around
Give us our full potential and allow our souls to loose the strife
Our tender body's and gaze taking in our surround

Burning glow of the orange sunset of mercy
Leading us homeward to warmth and compassion
Allow us the growth of awareness with no controversy
Our fundamental gift of love not shared as if were part of fashion

The spiritual essence of purple aglow with fulfilment
Gazing to our challenges and working on our goals
Learning our limits our inversion of values and contentment
Learning how happy we truly are from the tails of our soul

Reveal to us the relevance in what we do and our inner truth
The serene calmness the blue surrounds us contained within
Through wisdom and peace we learn whats true yet ask for proof
Questioning our paths and choices rather than letting all sink in

The Rainbow of life and lessons told
Its now to you and your thoughts moving forward
A single soul in a universe of many its time to be bold
Muster your resources and pace yourself onward

Jennifer Don (c)

Where Were You My Guardian Dear ?

OK well as you read this you will soon notice that it is a rewrite of the one above. I felt I needed more to that one and a change in the title so I wont edit my last post. Instead I will add it here

Where Were You My Guardian Dear ?

Where were you when my world stopped turning.
On that Saturday, Oh what a day.
Full of misery and hurting.
You were there for me that Saturday, Oh what a day.

Where were you when my world was crumbling.
When my heart tore in two, It tore in two.
You were there helping with my life rebuilding.
You said you knew just what to do , Oh what to do.

Where were you when I needed someone.
To help me see it through, To see it through.
You said I didn't need a someone.
As you are there to help me through, Help me through.

Where were you when I needed you.
To tell me its OK Oh its OK.
You were with me and you knew just what to do.
You said you'll never walk away, Never walk away.

Where were you when I needed you.
I'd often say to me. Often say to me.
You are always with me watching what I do.
You've never left me , Never left me.

Even when my world stopped turning.
You were by my side, By my side.
Even when I was hurting.
You knew what was inside, What was inside.

Even when my heart is aching.
Your always there for me, Always there for me.
Even though I don't do the baking.
You will always be with me, Always be with me.

Even when I needed someone.
You helped me through, Helped me through.
You always knew I didn't need a someone.
As you were there to help me through, Help me through.

You were with me when I needed you.
Embracing in your arms, In your arms.
No one brings me comfort like you do.
Finding comfort in your arms, In your arms.

Jennifer Don (c)

Where Were You ?

I started this poem almost a month after loosing my grampa and had never gone back to it. But after months of waiting on news about my Dads health and receiving good news, I felt I had to finnishe what I had started so I did.

Where were you ?

Where were you when my world stopped turning ?
On that Saturday
Oh what a day

Where were you when my world was crumbling ?
When my heart tore in two
My heart tore in two.

Where were you when I needed someone ?
To help me see it through
Help me see it through

Where were you when I needed you ?
To tell me its OK
Tell me its OK

Where were you when I needed you ?
I'd often say to me
Often say to me.

Even when my world stopped turning
You were by my side
By my side

Even when my heart is aching
Your always there for me
Always there for me.

Even when I needed someone
You helped me through
Helped me through

You were with me when I needed you
Embracing in your arms
In your arms

Jennifer Don (c)

A Lesson to be learnt

This poem has come about from something that has been shown to me. So many questions did i ask my self such as why me and why now. I was given my answers but i still question it lol. But isn't that the nature of humanity to question what is placed before us when we are not sure as to what or why. Curiosity can get the better of us and again this is another lesson of life to be learnt.

A Lesson to be Learnt.

Standing in a passage aligned by burning torches
My guide who is always with me stands and watches
Reassuring me that I can move onward
Nothing to be feared as I glance forward
Walking ahead towards the doors before me
Wondering what is there ahead for me to see

As the doors open inward to a large chamber.
Is this symbolic to the mind and something to remember
Many doors leading to other places from here
Again more reassurance of nothing to fear.
Curiosity now ravaging within
Burning questions I know now I wont give in

Every thing's so new yet so old, so much history
But why ? why me ? and why now? why all this mystery?
So many questions but its lessons of trust
Oh that trust such a big thing and a must.
I have to trust what I am being given
Or else its doubt flaring within.

I am not alone here but in comfort and not in fright.
So many objects within my sight
So many different things to see
I believe in a lesson there for me.
Time will show me what I need and when
Tempted now to learn and I'm sure I will again.

Jennifer Don (c)

Onward ever Forward.

This following poem is well, a gateway to my soul in a sense, umm well funny i don't really know what to put other than when you turn everything off at night even for just 10 minutes and just chill in that space allow the time to pass on by and focus on the relaxing breathes and you may be surprised as to what happens next.

Onward ever Forward

Laying awake in the mid of night.
Shadows cast by the glowing street light.
The gentle humming.
Of nature turning.

A shadow moves on my right.
A glimpse of sight or trick of the light.
Imaginations running wild.
Sometimes like the basic thoughts of a child.

Oh never mind all is still again and so restful.
Relaxing as I lay there everythings so peaceful.
I do not fear what I can not see.
I have my thoughts that leave me be.

I have my connections and know of a presence.
They have been a while now a feeling of renaissance.
A new lesson being learnt within my soul
New targets, aims and all new goals

My mind frame set and ready to receive
Praying all is well and for nothing to deceive
Growing inward and spiritually forward.
I cast out out doubt and allow myself to move onward

Jennifer Don (c)

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Moonlight Action

This is another poem about wolves , yes you read right lol wolves. My greatest passion in life or hobbies rather is anything in connection with wolves or native American Indians or lol Egyptian items.But for now i feel my focus is more towards the wolves so if that is where I am being lead then I am more than happy to follow that direction for now.

Moonlight Action

Iridescent eyes aglow in the light
Laying down to rest before calling out in the night
Wishing life's peace would linger
But that wolf he dares not hinder
He stirs stretching as he rises
Gazing all around making sure of no hidden surprises

As he stirs and the pack rises and stirs along with him too
Gazing back at each other they all know what's next to do
The silence has been broken that eerie cry now rings through the sky
Not one cry but many, a call to pack as if they're saying hi.
A domineering call to all who hear it within his zone
A warning for trespassers don't go near my bones

Now they're all awake and alert
Hunting mode now as their claws now grip the dirt
The cubs in the pack think its a game and want to play
A growl and some teeth laid bare , no not today
So back they go to mum while the rest weave through the trees
Running steadily pacing themselves through the leaves

A deer lurks a head of them, now separating to circle on in
Padding closer quietly nearer and nearer a lunge and oh what a din
The dear is down not quite silent but soon they have their meat
Eating what they can there and then saving some for the pack greet
Now contented and full, regrouping together and heading back
Never alone to walk in the dark always as one when in the pack.

Jennifer Don (c)

Love Just Keeps on Giving

Inspiration for this one came to me through a lovely person in Mediumysticss. This person has shown that love can heal many hearts and lifts many hopes and banishes some of our fears as well. So from that I felt I had to write something to go with what they had done and in return I dedicate this poem to all who just love to give and to this person who has helped me help myself. She knows who she is .

Love Just Keeps on Giving

Living in the comfort of love.
Touched by many thankful hearts
Love embodies us, as though it were a glove
But times feel like we are in parts

It brings us all back together
Sharing voices and thoughts
Sharing between one another
Peaceful happy thoughts

Love will shine for eternity
Never dying nor fading in light
Love is bound by strength and dexterity
It will shine as the stars do all through the night

Within us all theres room for more
And even more that we can share
Strength and love can heal whats sore
But at times it needs to be laid bare

Spread it out and feel the beating drums
Its a thing of magic and inner beauty
Never will anything feel like it burns
Love is light and never sooty

Jennifer Don (c)

Hidden Beauty

A simple one for this one, Have u ever sat and daydreamed while being at work and then something comes along and brings you back. I am not talking about interruptions from another person. But perhaps that of another being , entity , energy or animal for me one afternoon it was the butterfly that got me thinking and i started jotting little things down and before I knew it I had written this

Hidden Beauty

As the cocoon hatches
The butterfly emerges
Unfolding her wings
The transformation beings

From that lonely Caterpillar
To that butterfly flutter
That elegant design
Is no longer resigned

For we all see her in her glory
In no way is it gory
But her beauty really does shine
So does yours and mine

From within and spreading outward
Filling up and moving forward.
The delicate journey and mindful wisdom
Shared by one and all within our glorious kingdom

Jennifer Don (c)

Also from that I then wrote this which I will forever keep :

"The Butterfly transformed into beauty acknowledging
there is more to life than the shell we hide within.
Shine the love outwith."

A Sign of Winter

Generally this year our winter has been pretty mild and dry some sunny spells far and few between popping out from the clouds just to let us all know the sun is still there and still shining away for all to see. I mean last few years winter has been rough hasn't it, major flooding and all that and well this year look back to it since November.. mild dry but frosty and mighty cold , not so much rain or strong winds either....... that is until last nights show of thunder and lighting along with torrential rain and eventually snow.. the day started so well too was a lovely sunny morning so i got writing lol .

A Sign of Winter

I awoke this morning to a sea of white
It had obviously snowed through the night
The cold and frosty chill still in the air
Oh snowball fights, now let's play fair

Forget that last remark
The snow is fading what a lark
It's all melting into mush
Two hours in and it's all slippy slush

Up on the hills it's still there
Only now its just a thin layer
So lovely it is to look at
On venturing out please try and wear a hat.

Jennifer Don (c)

Tae Bein a Scot

Well as an earlier post states this year is the Scottish Homecoming and it got me thinking of Scots dialect and words so here's my poem to share some love and passion too.

Tae Bein a Scot

Crivens will ye no chillax
Ye forget we're no battle axe
We hae the broons and a fitba team
Our wullie too or hae ya seen

I'll read the word
Doon by the brook
Whair the bairns a' play
A nation at hand and ere we stay

We hae our dreams and hae our way
Tae Rabbie burns an Scot's wha hae
A man o' passion through a' his days
We hae they thistle, it hauds our gaze

Scot's a nation o' pride nae shame

whare e'er we go , it'll awa's be hame
Ain't no whare else I'd rather be
Scotland's in ma heart , it's part o' me

Guidance Wolves

This one is just a short one about the wolves that walk with me everywhere i go, they are my main animal totems/guides.

The wolves that walk along side me
Not one but two, yes two not three
The wolf who is to my right
So stunning and beautifully white

The wolf that walks to my left hand side
So beautiful and dark, but light on the mind
One is newer than the other
But together they act like brothers

Sharkari so big and strong and oh so white
His coat shines in the moonlight
My protector and great teacher
He is a leader but not a preacher

Daturo smaller but just as wise
Within us the courage will rise
He is never really far away
He just runs and wants to play

The two with me we are a pack
They watch my front and even my back
They guide me along on my way
And try so hard so I don't stray

Jennifer Don (c)

Head in the Clouds

This next poem is about some of the things that i have seen in the clouds, the more you look the more you see.

The elephant dancing
The deer prancing
The dog barking
The monkey lurking

From the isles
To soulful smiles
The gates of heaven
The manly brethren

These are some of the things i see
Oh how the mind can be
The cloud's, a story they do tell
So I shared and wish you well

Jennifer Don (c)

Thoughts

Well it's finally here the credit crunch has arrived with a bite, not only are we connected to freeze with the extreme temperatures we can't afford to put the heating on for long no wonder there is alot of bugs going around. While at work , lunch time rush kids we even worrying about this credit crunch you could hear them talking of it, and then you realise that if only the county pulls together instead of apart. If we unite as one then we have a better chance or beating this crunch got me thinking and ended with this ... oh by they way lol it didn't hurt

Thoughts

From the frail and very pleasant
To the scurrying and seldom patient
From children rushing all around
Running playing going to ground

Some abusive, show no caring
But my love I will keep on sharing
Where's the manners this day and age
And as the credit crunch takes full rage

Let's all come together as a Nation
Coming together with Innovation
As united we will stand
Divided we all fall

So why are we so afraid
This is all man made
We can and will recover again
So let's stand together and Hey! hold the rain

Jennifer Don (c)

Scottish Homecoming 2009

Well it's 2009 the year of Scotland's Homecoming. A year for all Scots and Scots relatives to celebrate the country and her history. This year is also the 250Th anniversary of Rabbie burns ( Robert ) and one of his most well known poems that he wrote was Address to a Haggis, this poem is recited every January the 25Th. So for those that don't know it i will give you the first verse
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Fair fa' your honest sonsie face
Great chieftain o' the puddin'-race!
Aboon them a' ye tak your place,
Painch, tripe or thairm,
Weel are ye wordy of a grace
As lang's my arm

Wishful Thinking

Hey all another one of my ramblings and thoughts word play and honest opinion scoped with dreams and memories thrilled with mixed emotions and goings on.

Wishful Thinking

Sitting thinking in the dark of night
Under the moon and all twilight
Sitting waiting wishing
Thinking of all that I'm missing

Shedding a tear here and sharing a smile there
thinking .. Do I really want to be else where ?
Living in a land where promise and dreams
All contain wishes and a way of means

There all a kin to mystery
Through trials and history
Life's not a god given right
So it's time to put things right

Is it hopeful dreaming
Or is it just wishful thinking
Either or it needs to be said
And put all hate to an end

Jennifer Don (c)

Something for thought

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Hey all thought I'd share something with you , it may mean the same or similar to you but was listening to a song earlier and well something clicked with it. that song is Where you are - by rascal Flatt's some may know it some may not. Anyways was listing and the lyrics rung out for me so will put what lyrics and what i took from it.

"There you are standing strong , I'm a leaf holding on."

a leaf that blowing in the wind connected to the strong sturdy tree that's stands so tall, showing that there are times personally where we do not need to be as strong as we act for there are others that will give us that support and for a while we can hold on to them for that support while we rustle in the wind of thought and life.

" oh i love how you see right to the heart of me "

At times we all hide our emotions but know when there are some who see through our veil and at times that's what we need. We can try and try to hide what we feel but there are others who surround is in life who will see something is up. when you release what you hold you clear it from your mind

" You're a waterfall washin over me "

This again i feel relates to the last comment. Waterfalls a symbol of healing and cleansing and when you release or share thoughts and feelings with others you in return are doing a bit of self healing and cleansing that in return could explain why we feel better after getting things of our minds or our chest so that the burden we did have is no more.

" For i am on my way , You're a mountain top, when i reach for you , your love lifts me up "

Again this is as i see it how we feel when others lift us up with there love and support, mountains are strong and so is genuine love shared not just love of passion but actual love that respects others around us. When others are there to lift us up from when we are down we then can see what was and what is the view on top of the mountain is wide and plentiful , full of beauty and wisdom as are we deep within us all.

" all i want to be is where you are "

Isn't that what we tend to think in live we would rather be somewhere else with ones we love rather than look to what we have there and then and look within to see what is actually there. Of course we would love to be in other places but that isn't as life intended so its best foot forward and heads up.

Take from life what we need and not that we want for wants aren't always what we well and truly need at any given time. We have the support of many around us from Mediumystics , To Friends and family even complete strangers will offer support and aid.

We are never completely alone and we never have to ever. We have our guides we have the angels we have with us in spirit all our family in friends but most of all we have each other for support and we have ourselves.

If anyone wants to listen to the song in full and see how it makes them feel its called - - - Where You Are - by - Rascal Flatts

A Wolf's Decision

A passion for wolves I have and always wanted to write another poem in connection to them but never really had the time or words to gather together. and then tonight something hit me from two lines i said to somone else led me to write this poem a wolf's descision.

A Wolf's Decision

A still and silent night
The moon aglow and oh so bright
A silent rustle comes from within the trees
The gentle rustle of trodden leaves
A gentle panting noise can be heard
A wolf stands alone and looking reserved

She has wandered from what was comfort in the pack
To search the world of the unknown in the dark
Led along the way by the guidance of moonlight
On such a clear and starry night
Through her struggles of trial and error
She sees life isn't as she likes to remember

But her courage pushes her on
Her thirst to learn grows strong
She pushes onward ever forward
Her wisdom growing inward
Standing now upon a rock looking outward
Gazing to the gorge below and glancing backward

Something stirs within never has she felt this before
A burning desire growing strong for she wants to be alone no more
A resounding howl is released from within
Not once but more she wont give in
The call of her pack the sound of there song
Once a bond that was ever so strong

No reply comes from the trees
A fear now buckles her to her knees
A whimper now from the lone wolf yearning for reassurance
Five minutes go by but to her it feels like eternity then hope of insurance
A cry responds from deep within the trees, not one but five then many
Her ears prick up and then her head standing up and feeling steady

She howls again just to check it wasn't her imagination
Again a response comes back to her a happy situation
Growing louder and louder and sounds come near
Out from the trees come the pack no longer does she fear
Her head raised high in unison they sing there song
The call of the wild their song and bond will forever remain strong

Jennifer Don (c)

Positively Led

I know within me which I would rather and try to keep to. So does it make you think about what you want and what you have. Life's too short to be looking with heads down facing the ground. I was taught to look to the positives in life and that in return has spurred me on. Yes I find it hard at time to stay positive and I think we are all allowed and off day. But majority of the time whats got to be done , just has to be done.

Positively Led

While a negative head
Is full of dread
Full of all kinds of worries
And even thoughtless sorries

A positive head
Is positively led
Even on the down trodden beat
You can keep your feet

Through summer days
And winter nights
To Autumn leaves
And Northern Lights

From spring tide flows
And cosmic rifts
From sandy shores
To wood that drifts

A searching soul
And a wondrous smile
The hopeful goal
Makes life worth wile

The pros and con's
On every ones minds
What makes us hold on
And look inside

Our hearts desires
Or wishful thinking
Whatever inspires
Keep on ticking

What would you rather
A negative head full of dread
Or do you prefer the latter
A positive head that's positively led

Jennifer Don (c)

Keep Shining

Well it's 2009 now, a new year a new start , lets raise our spirits and keep them high. Bring to you the positives in life and release all negative thoughts. A new year , a new start. What has gone before leave it there and bring some happiness back to you.

Keep Shining

When you feel nothings going well
Keep standing strong and do not dwell
For within your light keeps on shining
When you keep on believing

Nothing can pull you down
Unless you allow the frown
Your Courage within
Will never let your light dim

When you have something to believe in
It gives you hope and you keep breathing
There is no limit to what you can do
When you dream and wish it to

Even when some try to bring you down
When they try to change your opinions around
Don't let them put your light out
Keep on shining and don't have doubts

Jennifer Don (c)

Untitled

Is there ever a time where you feel taken for granted
And left do to things and no one else bothers
Ever think like your the one who always gets things started
And then to try and slip away as to leave it to others

But no-one seems to catch on to what your hoping
In return you get landed with the task all over again
Just one day you hope that their the ones jumping
Jumping to the task and eager that cheer remain

Christmas is here so wheres my cheer
Why am i the one left out in the cold
What can I do to stop these tears
To let them go and again be bold

Where is the fun as it once was
The festive greetings and blisful wishes
Where is my ticket to see the wondeful Wizard of Oz
Blissful wishes, thoughtful hugs and kisses

Jennifer Don (c)

Anguish

Well the poem might say it all but, as Christmas is coming it makes you think of those who wont be there in body to celebrate it with there family. This Christmas so far is already being a hard one for me especially the last few days and even now as I write it hasn't taken my mind off things


Anguish

I'm tearing to pieces inside
All this hurt I want to hide
I don't know whether I am coming or going
But the tears they keep on flowing

All this starting and stopping
My mind keeps on hopping
From here to there
In reality I'm going nowhere

I'm no good to anyone while I feel like this
Shedding tears for the ones I miss
Within I am screaming
I wish I was only dreaming

I know that I am not
I have never forgot
I am not sorry I feel this way
I just wish this hurt would fade away

I know over time it will
But for now I feel it still
I don't regret
It's emotional debt

I have bottled it in for so long
It's time to release and not through song
It's time to gather myself together
And keep the memories forever


Jennifer Don (c)

For The Sake Of Telling The Truth

This is just something I personally feel strongly about and some things that need to be said to others arent for the sake of telling the truth incase those uttered words cause more damage than good. So please think before you make your move

For The Sake Of Telling The Truth

For the sake of telling the truth
To some truth be lies and lies be truth
Twisting turning rotating till it fits
Shreading dignity into bits
Concocted stories and twisted facts
They say think before you act
Distorted words strewn together
Don't they see Friendships wont last forever
For the sake of making their lies fit
Some are made to hold tight there lips

For the sake of telling the truth
When truth be lies and lies be truth
Searching , Seeking , getting to grips
While they laugh and take the rip
We still Stand together this dawn
United by the same song
Standing for the Truth inside
Nowhere to run , nowhere to hide
Biding our time Just holding on
Watching waiting , not on the run

Jennifer Don (c)

My Treasure Forever

This poem is well as you will see is about the bond I have with both my dogs who are brother and sister.. I say My dogs when in fact one is mine the other is my brothers but I love them both as much. I could have put alot more into this poem but I decided no , save the rest for maybe another poem one day or just for me. Will give me something to do.

My Treasure Forever

The Treasure in my eyes

It's no big suprise
A ray of light
On the darkest of nights

Oh no there's two
Oh my what do i do ?
Double trouble no double the fun
Sticking together like bubble gum

Never always together
Snarling at each other
Yet never always apart
Entwinde by love in my heart

Purposefully bounding away
Only to be called back and told to stay
Together we are inseperable
Of madness they are capapble

Dividing my time
Between them and Rhyme
When I am at my Low
You wont let me show

The stars in my eyes
You're trying to catch flies
Oh stop that disgusting habbit
I can see you dreaming of rabbit

Together forever we will be
In body then in spirit I will see
But for now your by my side
Waiting for the next low tide

Jennifer Don (c)

Losing Faith

Inspiration for this poem came about by reading a post on someone else's Blog, which was entitled Losing faith In Humanity, Because of the Minority. That got me thinking what I had read on that one post well whole blog actually and what I have seen over the weeks

Losing Faith

Losing faith in humanity
All for the lack of Compassion
Through honest sincerity
It's going out of fashion

Losing faith in humanity
All for the lack of Respect
Thoughts running systematically
Burning deep with regret

Losing faith in humanity
All for the the lack of Trust
It surely is catastrophe
When even friendships go bust

Losing faith in humanity
All for the lack of forgiveness
Mainly down to the minority
Lurking in the distance

Losing faith in humanity
Gives me no reason to live
But then turns into harmony
No vindictive lies to give

Losing faith in humanity
May seem all doom and gloom
And even in reality
We hope for good times soon

Jennifer Don (c)

What Mediumystics Means To Me

Some of you may not agree with what I have written in this poem but my words are my opinions and my thoughts and feelings as to what I recive and give in this Wonderful site called Mediumystics. This Said site is what I personaly feel helped me to open up and realise a few things about me that back then even I wasnt aware of. This site is where I have met many wonderful friendly people who share the same sort of intrests.

What Mediumystics Means to Me

Mediumystics is a place I hold in my heart
It gives me strength when I in need
It gives me love when I feel low
A friendly ear to listen to me
The friends i've made through this place

Mean more to me than you could know
It's a place .. yes online
A gathering of like minded souls
Where we come to talk and learn
From one another we all grow

Sharing help and advice
Where and when we can
Mediumystics is more than just a site online
This place is a home from home
A haven from all else

When in here my worries may fade
The flowing feel of good cheer
To Lift the heart when in sorrow
Spreading love and words of comfort
We all work together in helping where we can

Hard work and effort when eager to learn
Multi-Nation's come as one
To sit and chat and pass on what is learnt
Teaching skill's we all have
To those that are willing to learn

Passing words of wisdom through the years
And pray that some may listen to them
It's a place of healing
It's a place of teaching
It's a place that allows free will

No preasure to give a reading
Membership and classes are all free
The only cost
Is love shared
And respect to another

These are my words
My thoughts
My feelings
We are all encouraged
To share our opinions

And as I grow
Upon my path
Mediumystics will always be
In my heart
As will those I hold so dear

Jennifer Don (c)

Missing You

This one I had written on the aniversisary of My grans passing which is also the same week as my late Grandad's , that was also the same week that my grampa had been gone from us four months so as you can probably imaging emotions were abit squewiff lol , but then we are humans after all aren't we but I didnt let my emotions get the better of me so instead i turned to writing again .. words on paper are better than words in thought it allows you to clearly express your feelings.

Missing You

Not a day goes by
Where you don't join my thoughts
Not a night goes by
Where i don't talk to you
Your in my heart and always will
There to stay for all time
No need for tears I hear you say
The tears I shed
Are tears of joy
The memories of the good times
That we shared forever to be told
This day and that we have come to pass
Your by my side so I dont ask
And this day we share our thoughts with you
To rest and rejoice in the good you have done.

Jennifer Don (c)

In search

Again this poem is linked to the last one in which i have posted entitled My Words to Thee

In Search

Oh through whispered word
Running through the world
Like chinese whispers changing as it goes
From this to that and soon we forget
What thosee first words were
And what the truth behind them were
From saying one thing to the next
It's easy to see how things are misunderstood
Changing words along the way
Getting further and further from where you want to be
I say to all let's stand back just for a minutie
And view this all from a new distance
Change your view and see what happens
Is it clear or still hazy
There are questions being asked
Answers being sought
Words being altered
Accusations being made
Reputations being shreadded
All at what cause
Searching for the truth

Jennifer Don (c)

My Words to Thee

This poem came about one day when accusations were being made , lies stated , hurtful words being used to attack others with for no real apparanet reason other than Truth. I wasnt happy in seeing what I had seen how adults were talking to other adults the language that was used there Is beyond me or should I say I wont stoop so low as to use what words that was being used. So I stepped back and started writing :)

My Words to Thee

I see the truth when i am there
I see the lies behind my back
I know not what caused this muck
I know that I do not get stuck
I know that in my heart and head
I am as honest as can ever be
I am not a person of Hatred and Lies

I tell of Honesty and open my eyes
I can share what I have to say
Deep within I want to play
Let me sing and be Joyous too
But more so I ask you
Watch the words you choose to use
Read them over and think them through

Too many times have some been attacked
Too many times have some been hurt
Even now , Even here this goes on
Even till the end of time
This shall go on and on
Let's open our hearts and have some fun
Change the tone of what has been done

Time itself is a healer of all wounds
I understand some need to talk them through
I understand the pain some are in
I share my thoughts to all in need
And send them love and Angel guidance to there need
Some may not want this though
It is there choice and I must accept

But the thought is there if they change there mind
My heart is open to all
I don't hold what I need not
I have learned to share the love i've got
And here and now I say to you
My wounds are deep from times of past
Through grief and hardship and people too

I know what it is like to go through so much
But that is my troubles my wounds my own
I chose not to share but then again my choice
I don't begrudge those that wish to share their pain
It's there healing and leave it be
This is my truth so may it be
Taken in Honesty as intended to

Jennifer Don (c)

Where to Turn

This poem coincides with the last one I have posted Love and Light. Together I personaly feel they are linked but that wasnt how it was inteded at the time lol its just how and when they were written which is in the order i am posting here

Where to Turn

Through the darkness we all tread
Not forever just in dread
When we are confused by feelings low
When in our heads we don't know
Where to turn and where to look
Thinking of throwing away the book
Blaming all who stand in our way
Never really knowing what to say
Then one morning we awake
To the dawn of a new day break

And within us then something stirs
A new lease of life inclusive of spurs
A new hope shattering our fears into light
And all of a sudden things seem so bright
No longer alone in the darkness to tread
A new day dawns no need for dread
Now we know which direction to take
Time to apologise for all heartache
To know when to say i was wrong
To admit my faults and then move on

And in return learning I am strong
For moving on and admitting i was wrong
Now to the light i turn my head
To guide me along as i tread
And pray it last to keep me right
And in return i seek no fight
We live our life how we intend
Not to blame another for what we can't reprehend
Taking on board all desires and passion
Move on with life in a worthwhile fashion

Jennifer Don (c)

Love and Light

Needless to say not much explination needed on this poem. I will let you work out what it could relate to

Love and light

Living in a world of shame
Full of hatred and pass the blame
When will people see
How hurtfull these things can be

To tell of lies and believe there true
Oh just what can you do
When degrading souls say your to blame
Do you take the arrow and suffer the pain

Do you fall and back down to there games
Or to stand and watch them act like wains
To send them love and light
And pray the angels guide them right

In your heart you do you best
To ask for guidance and lay to rest
To put aside all hatred and shame
To live and be free of there games

Instead of choosing to live in the past
Allow it to go and leave your soul so fast
Move on up to the world so present
And to look to the future in the moons cresent

Share the love and light that shines so bright
And relax while watching the stars in the moonlight
Looking aheaf to all good on earth
To dock your worries at the next bearth

Jennifer Don (c)

Wolf Rising

Ok this poem came about when I was told by my guides what name they had given me. Using that name and one other I use elsewhere together with word play that someone I was chatting to one day. Those names if you dont already know are Wolf Rising and WhiteWave ... well those two and Jend of course lol. This poem may also give you a connection in a way to one animal that I look to for guidance having two as animal guides and all lol .

Wolf Rising



The wolf that rose from the wave so white
With eyes that glisten in the light
With ears that stand alert and sharp
No howl is ever worse than a bark
Like and eerie cry
Ringing through the nights sky
Reuniting pack and kin
Bringing together the love within

That wolf that rose from the wave so white
No longer alone to stand the night
Now together among the pack
They howl as one in the dark
From the young to the old
Together as one their ever so bold
The family ties are bound so strong
That nothing can stop them sharing their song

That wolf that rose from the wave so white
Her coat shines in the moonlight
And is now the alpha of the pack
Teaching pups the laws of the track
Guiding what is right from wrong
Teaching from morning until dawn
When at last the pups shall sleep
She can hunt and have her meat

Jennifer Don (c)

Who Are you to decide for us ?

Ok this poem may seem a little harsh in a way but the insperation came to me after seeing how a friend and fellow collegue were being treated on day and well with everything else that was running through my head at that time probably didn't help me any but like someone I know says it's good to just get those words out. It takes them off your mind and allows them to be free.

Who are you to decide for us ?

Who are you to deny me my rights?
My freedom of speach
The act of rights
Who are you to tell me ?
To do this, not that
To eat this , not that
To drink this not that

Whatever happened to Democracy ?
Whatever happened to free will and choice ?
To live our lives as our own
Not live anothers
Under one govern yes !
But ! Let us choose what's best for us
What we can do within reason

What we an eat or drink
To do as we please within limitation
Tis our life we live not yours
And time is of precious comodity
So to stand in our way and dictate to us
Is to take from us something we wont get back
So I ask again

Who are you to deny us our rights?
Who are you to tell us what we can and cannot do?
Who are you to tell us what we can eat or drink ?
Who are you to stand in our way?
For I can make my own choices !
Live my own life!
Walk my own path !

Still abiding by Limitations and law
Yet still free minded and free spirirted
To Stand and be counted

As one famous quote states
" They may take our lives, but they'll Never take our FREEDOM " quoted from Braveheart

Jennifer Don (c)

Raise your head your eyes

Walking around down one day , I stopped and noticed how many people walk with there heads hung low so as not to meet another in the eye . Is this out of disrespect for another No I don't thinks so , I feel it has come with the times, we are moving ahead faster with everything these days and majority of people rush around when instead we should be talking in what is around us.

Raise you head your eyes

Why walk with heads so low?
We are missing all around
Raise your head
Your eyes
And look upon your surround

Why are we so sullen on our paths ?
There is more to see that meets the eye
Raise your head
Your eyes
And look upon your surround

Take in all this world has to offer you
Where is the love that is given so free ?
Raise your head
Your eyes
And look upon your surround

Do you not see ? I for one believe we do
But yet we still do not accept
Raise your head
Your eyes
And look upon your surround

What is there for us to gain ?
What surrounds is most is love and light
So raise your head
Your eyes
And look upon your surround

Jennifer Don (c)